oh god i’m so nervous i literally never thought i would be nervous but here i am awake at 6 and i dont know if i want to throw up because i ate too much or because im about to leave
everyone’s posting about it and how theyre there and im so nervous
everything’s hitting me for real now. its awful. hours before i leave and its just now hitting me.
the only thing that doesnt scare me is leaving my love, it did at one point, but now i’m okay, cause i know it’s not forever and i’ll be in his arms in just a few short months, and we love each other so its going to be okay
now im just so scared about going with a few suitcases then getting off the bus tomorrow and having to do everything. i dont know anything until then.
but i think its going to be okay..